My dreams...

#Now Playing: Demi Lovato - Skyscraper

When I listened to Demi's song, I kept remembering all the mistakes I made during the past 13 years.

People I hurt,

Friends I betrayed,

Boys I cheated on,

But... It's too late to ask for forgiveness.

All I can do is pray to ALLAH,

Hope that my sins will be forgiven.

Next year, 2012,

I really wish I could change about myself.

I want to become stronger,

I'm tired of being weak,

Can't protect my own friends' feelings,

I'm tired of being the kind of girl that always follow what people said,

I want to stand tall.

I want to show to the whole world that I, can also be pretty, smart and kind-hearted like them.

I.. Also want to be a loyal daughter to my parents..

I've hurt them so much for as long as I live.

I love them so much.

If only I could...

But, I will! I will do whatever it takes to change myself to being good!

The past will just make me stronger.

2012, please be a nice year!

Lots of Love,

Akila Abba (: